|Current mood:|| hopeful|
|Current music:||David Gray - Babylon|
my heart skipped a beat in my sleep
i had a good dream last night, i got to see kyle. he was at my house w. his brother taking a shower, using my sisters bathroom. so i waltzed in and he was bending over the bathtub taking out some necklaces or something and i walk over and give him this huge hug and he doesn't let go. he had grown his hair out again, it was long like when i first met him. and i told him how much i missed him and he said the same. god to see him again, i can't believe it'll have been 3 months. more like 3 1/2. but then i'll see him a month after thanksgiving at christmas, well that is if he doesn't spend the whole break out west skiing/boarding w. his brother. *sigh* my heart skipped a beat in my sleep when i saw him in my dream. to feel him to smell him to touch him agian, to kiss him [close eyes]. well that is if he'll let me. i'm moving on really i am, but when you see a person again after a long time, and you liked them that much all those feelings are inevitably going to rush back. and i'm not going to steal him from his friends, i'm just asking for a 1/2 hr thats it. if he'll give me more, goddamn i will take it, but one half hour is all i'll ask. *Sigh* yep.