| Current mood: |  calm |
| Current music: | guster - perfect |
3hr cafe
i went to 7th street at 10 and just got home about 10 min ago. i saw ryan, and he did shave his head. but he's still adorably cute. i don't think he played me, but we had such a brief encounter i don't know where its going to head. i'm so awkward around him, i wish i could just suck it up and get over my shyness. *sigh* i talked w. phil for a while, and chris and alex bummed a cig off me. they're all really nice now, i was going to do "Chalk talk" w. them but i'm so tired i decided to come back and sleep. i had 7hrs last night plus a 2 hr nap, i should be fine. oh well, its just been a draining day...i should have left my number on a napkin for ryan...he said "so i feel youve abandoned me twice now' and i felt so bad, i was like really i'm so so sorry i didn't want to wake you you sleep so late and i just felt awful just leaving but i wasn't sure what to do. i had shit to do. he said it was alright...i should have asked him if he was staying for fall break seen what he was upto friday night...oh well. hindsight is always 20/20. i'm going to go to bed i'm mad tired. and pleasantly calm.
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