I wish I never have to feel again. I wish this would all just go the fuck away.
I can't stand people and their games.
Honestly, I really want to live by myfuckingself. No. I want to live with a boy who loves me as much as I love him. And that's it. Maybe a few dogs or fish...
I don't want to be upset at someone. I love how when people say, oh soandso is my best friend, I think to myself. I can only name 1 friend. If even that. I don't have many people I can talk about what's going on with me. That's why I have this journal. If I don't have someone to talk to, then I'll find someplace. This place will have to do until I figure out me.