|Current mood:|| numb|
|Current music:||Yellow Card - Everywhere (Michelle Branch Remix)|
How to fuck things up...follow Ellie's example..
Ok..so like I said in the last update...I got pissed with PK..well I got a feeling hes not talking to me now :(..what I got pissed at him for is because he went to a strip-bar last weekend..and well..it kinda makes me feel useless..and not good enough..I mean, I don't mind the special occasions as a laugh thing..but..often..:(..ohh well..I guess I've fucked that up..I haven't spoken to him since friday night..:(..I miss you baby x.x..
And not only that! I went and fell out with Mykie, one of my closest friends. For nothing important..except he got offered a job for when hes 18..and we're meant to be going to Uni together..but hes thinking about taking up the job..so I got all bitchy..=/...wtf@ me...have I got this urge to push everyone thats close to me away?..
I guess so...ohh well..I'm not looking forward to today...I've got a driving lesson at 3:15 for two hours..but I'm meant to be at the opticians for 4:30..and then I have brownies at 5:30 til 7pm..geez...I got a business exam tomorrow..and I can't revise..I haven't done any of my work..I just..procrastinate..TOO much..