| Current mood: |  confused |
| Current music: | the burning heart - lee kernaghan (don't laugh) |
is this my biggest day for updating in ages or what? do you see what boredom does to me? boredom and the fact that i'm at work. i have stuff to do but i just don't feel like it... i miss james. he's been gone 4 days now. today's the fifth. only 23 more to go...
i feel like i've lost a bit of privacy since moving to sheryn and rob's. i like it there, but i'm still adjusting. i'm sharing my room with james when he's home (as we always did). but since we're sharing a room, there's not really room for everything... and when i'm at home, i'm a lazy girl. ok, i'm lazy everywhere, not just at home. but anyway, i feel like i can't really relax too often or too much at sheryn and rob's. they're always on the go, always doing something. they feel bad if they don't do lots in one day. i guess they're leading full lives, but i'm just not really into that yet. and i like to watch tv in my room. i just like being in my space. plus sheryn doesn't like the simpsons, so when its on, i go into my room cause i know she doesn't like it.
adjusting is weird. and i'm going to have to go all through it again when james and i move into his house.
is change good or bad?
well comparing this to where i used to live, change is good. but it still doesn't feel comfortable.
why is life a struggle? because i'm trying to change the way things go. life without struggle wouldn't be good because i'd never truly appreciated what peace is like.
if you don't experience the bad, how will you appreciate the good?
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