Sarah (forgottensoul) wrote, @ 2003-12-10 18:32:00

tonight has been good. on our walk tonight, sheryn and i talked about a lot of stuff thats close to our hearts. it was really nice to talk to someone who's so wise and so honest. i told her about my depression and cutting. she told me she's been through depression herself, which was surprising but shouldn't have been. she's had cancer, been in a car accident, and went through a divorce. thats all i know about anyway. god knows what else she's been through.

despite all that, she's a very strong person and is so generous and loving and kind to everyone around her.

she and i also talked about myself and james. i told her how i thought james and i were good for each other. like, we've really brightened up each other's lives. she agreed and said james was a bit lost before i came along.

when we were talking about my depression, she said she thought something had been going on with me. she said she'd been watching me, but didn't want to be nosy or anything like that. i told her my mum didn't know and i wasn't ready for her to know yet. i told her i've only told my friends, james, and cindy. told her about that night when cindy and i sat out in the freezing cold, telling each other stuff like me telling her about that and she told me about how she'd been raped and her (ex) abusive boyfriends and how her husband is just like a dream for her cause he treats her the opposite way her ex's did.

sheryn told me how she and rob were there if i needed anyone to talk to anytime cause they both love me, and i started getting a bit teary but managed to hug her and say i loved them too.

i think sheryn is an angel. she's so wise and just... without her i wouldn't have a job and i would never have met james. she has done so many wonderful things for me and i don't think she even knows it.

and we talked about megan as well. i was trying to figure her out and was saying "i think she's very... she's very problem solving. like, she figures out the best way to do it but doesn't understand when someone doesn't agree with her. and doesn't like it when they don't agree with her." and sheryn agreed with me, which was good i thought.

it was just a really nice talk. i love her.

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