°Kat° (forgivemyscars) wrote, @ 2005-02-13 01:15:00

So.. yeah..

I love Dave again guys. Like crazy love. But this time it's so different. I saw him last Thursday when I skipped school. It was so weird. At first, we were strictly friends, talking about our sex lives outside one another, and our past and reminising and just talking about our lives since we broke up the last time... Friends. We went to the mall and hung out and stuff, ya know, the norm for friends and then he had my keys and wouldn't give them back and we did the whole awkward "I want to kiss you, but I can't so I'll stare into your eyes and lean closer and turn at the last second" thing... After that I got kinda quiet and just didn't talk really. We decided to go chill at the park like the good ol' days and just kill time. Once we got there he forced what was on my mind out of me. I miss him. And I hate the fact that he was with Kat. I just wanted to take his hands in mine and kiss all of his pain and confusion away and make everything better for him. He took me on his lap and told me he misses me too. And it happened. We kissed. And kissed. And kissed. (hehehe) I didn't want to leave his side.

>> Fast forward to today >>

I went to Kami's boyfriends show and took TONS of pictures.. They're good ones too. When they get all the pics online, I'll tell everyone about it. haha. Anyways, so Dave calls me while I'm at the show and I con Kami and Chris into taking me down there so I can see him and talk to him and... basically just be with him. He broke up with Kat tonight. (I know this is fucked up but... *does a little dance*) Just being around him and being able to hold his hands and be in his arms again... It was so... so RIGHT. It felt so perfect. Like I was made to fit into his arms.

You guys, I want to be with him again so bad. I want to be Katie and Dave again like you have no idea. I want... I want things to work out again. I want to fall helplessly in love with him and... I dunno.

I know this is scary.. but I want to make a life with him. My feelings haven't changed at all...I love him, guys.. I really do.

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