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*Sarah Chloe* (foreverforgiven) wrote,
@ 2003-11-16 14:30:00
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    Current mood: tired
    Current music:"Let It Be"

    Random ramblings....
    Okay, yay...my second journal entry! And people have actually read my first...lol....dorky, but this makes me feel special!

    Today has been rather uneventful so far. It's all rainy and dreary...ick. I really don't like the rain...it's just wanna be snow that's not good enough. I went to church...wow, I love my church down here...it's great. I thought I was gonna pass out in the middle of church, though...not good....I stood up and almost fell over into Brad. It was bad. I think maybe I have an inner ear infection...I've been a little off all day. Or maybe my stupid blood problem is back. That would make me mad....I would have to go back to the doctor and have them take more of my blood....not gonna happen. I'm gonna go drink some water to try to solve that if that's the problem....

    Man, I'm tired. I stayed up late last night...well, I do that almost every night. I need to quit doing that. I need my rest....oh, well. I talk on AIM way too much. Brian is convinced I never sleep. lol Last night Jason and I were taking lots of random quizzes on www.quizilla.com It was fun. We matched on three of them....I am Marlin from Finding Nemo. That is such an *AWESOME* movie....if you haven't seen it, go see it, now....scurry off. The second one is escaping my memory right now...maybe the rose one? I dunno. The last one I won't share....Jason might not be too happy with me if I did! lol Fun times.

    So, anyway, last night/this morning I was in bed, not sleeping still.....and I started thinking and I made myself sad. It's been two months since my grandfather died. I still have yet to deal with that. Yes, I know, not that healthy. It's all gonna hit me when I go home for Thanksgiving. It's gonna be so hard. It doesn't feel like he's gone, you know? Today would have been his birthday.....And it's been three years this week since my greatgrandmother died. Wow....it's been a long time...it feels like I was over at her house just last week. I miss her so much...I really don't think I miss her any less than the day she died. Gosh, that was such a horrible day...I'll never forgive myself for not going to see her. I stayed home cuz I was tired....how selfish. I didn't get to tell her bye cuz of my selfishness. Man, wow, I'm thinking about this too much....I think about her every day though....she was my biggest role model. Dude, she taught me how to play checkers and make dressed eggs! lol Such an inspiration....I can still hear her sing "Count Your Blessings" Gosh, I'm gonna have to change subjects.....

    Other Jason (bad boys) told me I need to talk about Five Point Calvinism.....not so much in the mood right now....so, that gives me something to talk about next time.

    I'm not sure I have anything else to say......I think I'm gonna beat the living daylights out of a guy named Richard next time he triest to touch me or shake my hand or hug me....grr....I've given him so many warnings, I'm done. He's annoying as all getout. Oh well....some people just don't know. I'm sure I have more to say, it's just not coming to me right now....

    I'll leave you with a Proverb: "On jette le sort dans le pan de la robe, Mais toute d├ęcision vient de l'Eternenel." Proverbs 16:33



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