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| Current music: | " Hello" By: Evanesence |
Pray For Her Please!!
Yeh you can tell by the title this entry isnt gonna be a good one :-( well i actually got to talk to my mom today (since like forever it seems) well i dunno if she realized but she and a co-worker were talking about whats wrong with my mom ( specifically) and my mom was telling her...:-( >.<.. well she told her co-worker that when she went to the doctor they told her that her blood pressure was really high and that it wasnt dropping..( thats why she has a severe headache all the time now) and then she told the girl that she was retaining a lot of water.. and they said it was her heart.. >.< omg i almost started crying when i heard that..my eyes welded with tears.. so i gave the phone to my dad and just ran to my room as fast as i could.. omg >.< her blood pressure alone can cause a severe stroke (medical history fyi) just imagine blood pressure plus the strsin shes putting on her heart..plus a headache and shes terribly sick omg >.< sharon, i see why my brother and dad didnt tell me everything... >.< omg..then my mom is taking aallllll these pills blood pressure, anti-depressants..everything under the freaking sun.. so she gets high..literally... im scared she might overdose and not wake up again or pass out.. or something judst horrible..>.<...i hardly see her.. we hardly talk anymore.. we're moving apart..>.< i miss my mom!!! having fun, hearing her laugh, racing to the car from a super market,.. gosh everything >.< if you gus only knew some of the crazy things my mom and i did..heres a pic.. imagine what sharon and i do and its a little bit less crazy but just by a teeny bit.. yeh ..so please pray for her.. iknow god watches over her...>.< thanx for you ppl who do i really appreciate it..:-) well im gonna go.. i need to take my mind off of things.. >.< biebies!! <3JNeL Sharon -N- Janelle BFF AAF I <3 Yong!! Sharon <3 Jeremie!!
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