What Ever Happened to Jesse Camp? (flowerchild19) wrote, @ 2006-05-30 01:36:00

Well, folks, I got the boot!

Not really. But pretty close.

My mom says this is IT, I'm packing everything but my furniture and moving out, OUT. As in, I'm not allowed to come back. I mean, if I were to end up living in a gutter I'm sure they'd let me come back...for a few days. I wasn't kicked out in anger, really, because I had decided I would stay with Bestfriend for the summer...leaving most of my stuff here to pack later, when I go to Florida. MOM had other plans, and I am now in the process of sorting out every last thing I own into three piles: keep/storage, donate, trash. I'm surrounded by piles, bags, boxes, clothes.

This bedroom floor...is covered. The one little area that is visible is being sat on by me. I have so. much. stuff. And this is AFTER I gave a carload of stuff to Goodwill last year. And I'm still loaded down with STUFF. I think I might have a yard sale this time perhaps, to put towards a small storage unit for all the things I'm keeping to furnish my future Florida apartment with.

I can't remember the last time I felt this stressed. I've heard that moving is the most stressful, non-tragic experience a person can go through, and I never believed it because twice I've moved in/out of dorms and it wasn't stressful at all. But this...this is horrible. I lay awake all last night thinking thinking thinking about: where am I gonna put this..where am I gonna pack that...where will I put it once I move...when WILL I move out of here for sure? There's no set date. I'm waiting waiting waiting for dad to fix my car.

I've pretty much had to put aside all sentiment and honestly sort out everything into the piles, and sometimes its hard to part with a skirt that you LIKE, but know you'll never wear again.

Its gonna be a hell of week. I gotta get the car running, find a job, and move to Semmes. Argg. Here's to no sleep, Dr Pepper, and of course, Hot n Spicey Cheezits. And the soundtrack to this has become a mixed tape I made last week...yes I said TAPE. Old school.

Oh, and I got a fancy new cellie. Schweet.

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