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What Ever Happened to Jesse Camp? (flowerchild19) wrote,
@ 2006-01-15 18:57:00
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    The other night I had a dream about a guy friend I hadn't seen in a year, and hadn't spoken to in months.

    And today he showed up on my doorstep! We sat in the grass and talked for hours. He is in the same boat I'm right now, jobless and broke. Except I have the advantage of living with my parents so I don't have to worry about bills and there is food on the table. He's not quite so lucky right now, so I wouldn't let him leave without feeding him and packing up some food for him to take home. It was so cool to see him again, and like always, he showed up unannounced and I, as always, looked rough. But thankfully he loves me despite my constant ragged appearance. We also considered being roommates, if he can find a place to put me and all my junk in his tiny house, but if not, we will definitely hang out more often.

    A lot of people, including our parents, were all convinced we were crazy in love with each other and that we should go ahead and admit it. But its just not like that. Sure, if I had put the moves on him he wouldn't have said no, but we were just too good of friends and we had a unique friendship. And we still do. We just picked up right where we left off. We just talked and laughed about the time we were in Mexico and bought an Osama Bin Laden pinata together with some other friends, and oh, hilarity ensued.

    In other news, my rather ditzy Bestfriend is finally taking a big step and learning how to do E-Mail and just now dipped her toe in the vast MySpace waters. This is big. I guess you would just have to know her personally to understand what an undertaking this is. She even set up an account on Overstock.com so she can buy more boots and purses that she doesn't need.

    I've begun to see a pattern forming. Seems like everyone who knows that I will soon be going to Beauty School responds with "Oh, I always expected you to do that" or "I figured you'd go for that." and That's cool, but at the same time, I'm thinking... Everyone was expecting me to do this? The whole time? Well that just makes me not want to do it, if its EXPECTED! But I guess I had blown enough of my familys minds by going to college unexpectedly, dropping out unexpectedly, and THEN going back to the original plan. So by doing that I not only wasted time and thousands of dollars, but upset family members in the process (that AND the whole entry I wrote about them expecting me to get married blahblahblah). I mean, my grandparents are still recovering from the day I dyed my golden blonde hair to a dark brown, and that was 3 years ago, and they're still waiting for me to dye it back. But honestly, I think I must get a real thrill of doing the complete opposite of what everyone *expects* me to do, even if it is something small and kinda lame. I highly recommend this!


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