|Current music:||**Antigravity Love song- Incubus**|
*~01~* ~New Poem~ *~01~*
*Last night, Noah and I had a arguement. We resolved the problem we were coming across and finally both got off the phone. I wrote a poem though to express to him how I feel. I haven't been able to share it with him yet because he has still ceased to call me, like he said he would :( So I figured I would put it in here.
You were once everything that made me happy,
Now you're everything that makes me sad,
And everthing you used to be,
Is everything I wish I had.
Often I wish we didn't argue,
More so I wish that I didn't go to sleep with tears glazing my cheeks,
But now everything you say seems to be hurting only me.
The pain I can't cast away with another's touch,
And if I've learned anything from you,
I've learned at least this much.
I also can't hide my feelings way deep down inside,
So maybe thats why I turn off the lights and cry.
I love you so much and I hope you know it's true,
I just don't want you taken away by someone new.
Even though times are tough and I mostly focus on the bad,
I try to look at how you make me so happy and then I'm always glad.
I never thought I'd find a love quite like this,
And even through the perils it's not one I'd like to to miss.
I love you so much, honey, words can't even explain,
I just hope that one day you'll end up feeling the same way.
*I really hope he likes the poem. I put my heart and soul into and if he doesn't.....well lets just not think about that. I feel so bored, sitting in my house all day. Granted I talked to like 7 different people on the phone/net, but that wasn't quite fufilling as getting out and going somewhere. Blah!!! I'm gonna go make myself a bracelet. TTYL!