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Kathleen (flirteygirley) wrote,
@ 2003-12-28 20:37:00
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    Current mood: lonely
    Current music:roundabout- yes

    Why does nobody want to hang out w/ me? and why am i car-less?
    well.. where to begin... last friday i went to the mall w/ lindsay logan and chelsea nolander, it was cool i havent hung out w/ lindsay in forever so i was glad we got to hang out! then i came home adn didnt feel like doing anything and wanted to stay home but i already told kathleen, danielle, and chrstina that i'd go w/ them to some guys house and drive them and stuff, i was giogn to cancel b/c i didnt feel like jdoign anything but i didnt want anyone getting mad at me and i figu3rd it woudl be good to get out of the house so i was just in a bad mood but i went and picked them up anyway so we went to this guys house and got totally lost and i was getting really pissed off and then we got there and it was the dumbest thing and i regretted even going there, i dont think anyone was having any fun so we left and then coudlnt think of anythign to do so i kept driving aroun dand got pissed off b/c we couldnt figure out anywhere to go and i was wasting gas.. then danielle wangted cigarettes so we tried to find this gas station to get them at and we finally found it adn then i was goign to take everyone home.. well tahts when the night turned into HELL, well we were going to drop greg off first so we were driving down some road, i dont know roads so i have no clue which one it was.. then at the intersection of highway 55 and highhouse road i was turning left adn we slammed into another car and the airbags popped out and i got bad whiplash and a gash on my arm. i freaked out and ran out of hte car and sat on the sidewalkd and started crying and shakign so hard.. i called the police and then a firetruck came and then polcie cars came, then i called my dad and he came, kathleens mom came too and then she took them home and i had to get queostined by the police and stuff.. i wnot go into details abotu the accident but my car is gone.. it got smashed in teh front drivers side, funny right in the area closest to me.. figures.. well lately me and my dad have been looking for cars.. cheap ones.. they are going to have to be at least cheaper than my neon was.. oh well at least i can drive something, even if its giogn to be ugly.. i dotn care, but i am NOT taking left turns at night and i dont want to do all the driving i used to, and im goign to be extra safe.. god eveyrtime i THINK about what happened to that car adn what happened that night i cry and i wnat to scream! i shoudlve stayed home like i felt like doing and i shoudlnt of drove around when we had nowhere to go, i shodulve put my foot down, but i didnt and now my car is gone and it makse me so mad.. but anyway lets get back to what has happaned over chrsitmas break!! oh wow it ahs been SOOO exciting! i havent hung out w/ ANYONE the whole time.. i've hung out w/ myself and my dad adn thats all.. linda is all pissed off b/c my dad has been spending more time w/ me, but she can deal w/ it bc/ hes my fuckign dad and no one has wanted to hang out w/ me.. i hate it and i cant even drive anywehre so all i do is sit around at home and read and sometimes watch tv.. but mostly read.. last night i saw school of rock at the $1.50 theatre w/ my dad, he loves that movie too, it is soooooooooooooo good!! freddy and zack are soooooo cute!! i love them! my dad likes lawrence (the chinese keyboard player) hehe hes funny, i love his vioce! haha!! and he likes the lead singer girl haha oh god and then on the way home we listned to this song roundabout by yes and it is such a good song, my dad was so funny he was liek drumming on the dashboard and like singing and like dancing it was crazy hahaa, sometimes hes so fun to be around. well today we wnet around and looked at some cars, i found a cute saturn that i liked, but dad said it might be too expensive, he wants it to be lower than $3000 which is hard to find a car for that cheap that actuaslly works nowadays, but i'l take what i can get, but dad wants to make sure the car is safe. well anyway i've been wanting to see lord of hte rings return of the king for like a week but no one will see it w/ me and i pisses me off so much.. crystla said she'll see it w/ me tuesday if she doesnt go out of town, and if she does go out of town im going to cry b/c i want to see it so bad, the harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban preview is at the beginning.. iv'e arleady seen it on my comptuer and stuff but its going to be so much better on the big screen.. i even asked my dad to go see it w/ me but he doesnt wnat to :( maybe if crystal cant go w/ me he'll feel bad and maybe go w/ me.. well i'll see what happens.. i need to see it soon or im going to cry, i already have cried about it :(.. hmm lets see what else.. well i finished hp and the order of hte phoenix AGAIN last night and of course i cried at the end again when sirius died.. that is the saddest.. even sadder than when cedric dies in goblet of fire.. well oh yeah i forgot to say what i got for chrsitmas!! i got harry potter bandaids!!! ahhh im goign to wear them even if i dont need to lol!! and then i got a harry potter calendar where you tear off the page of whatever day it is and it has a picture and a quote on each page!!! how awesome is that? and my sister bought me a harry potter planner! and then i got clothes adn stuff! i went to wet seal and they have the CUTEST clothes :) but anyway lets see what else is there to say? nothing i can think of, but i've gotten pretty used to beign a loner.. sitting around and doing ntohing, jsut being by myself.. my dad feels bad so he asks me to like hang out w/ him alot. its nice and all but its not the same as having a freind.. i wish my sister was still lviing near here to hang out w/ me.. oh well i guess i'll go start reading hp and the prisoner of azkaban again.. *sigh* i cant wait for the movie.. oh my god i cannot express how much i want to see the movie.. and whenever i see the preview for it whenever i see lord of the rings i will probably scream/cry.. oh my god i cannot wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE DANIEL RADCLIFFE, TOM FELTON, AND RUPERT GRINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Well im going to go read, like i said before.. goodnight.. and to the people i dont like, who are reading this for fun/critisizm BADnight! :)

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