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hell
now i know what hell is like..
well today i ahd my dance perfromance, it was really fun and i liekd it, my mom came and so did my dad, they both sat by themselves, crystal came too and i was glad about that, i got lots of hugs from heather and danielle (they are the cutest freshmen in the world) but whenever i saw my mom after the performance she was crying adn i asked what happened and she said that cal (her boyfriend) got arrested and hes giogn to be in jail for a month.. she wants me to stay w/ her while hses gone, i dont knwo what to do. i really dont, she asid she might kill herself, and seh cant afford much, and she wont bea ble to afford her apartment next month and said she might end up on the streets, but she might stay w/ her mom in virginia so i dunno, but i dont knwo what to do, i dont know if i can stay there, i like it where i am no matter how much i dislike linda, i like my room, my bed, my posters on my wall, my comptuer, my tv, my pillows my blankets and everythign about it, but i dont wnat to leave, but if i dont then im worreid about her, its a lose lose situation, ji dont know where to go adn i cant handle this right now.. i may be a bitch for a while but thast b/c of all this shit goign on, the holidays are goign to suck, and exams are coming up and i realy didnt need something liek this to happen.. ugh well i'll shut up now
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