|Current mood:|| happy|
|Current music:||The Ataris "In This Diary"|
"being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up, these are the best days of our lives""being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up, these are the best days of our lives"
i seem to have this methodical way of going out with people.... screwy
what i mean is that when i go out with someone, its always after some big thing.... examples:
1st boyfriend: zack: i had liked andrew for two years and then he went out with rebecca (still don't know really why) and i didn't try to like him because i didn't want to get hurt.... so i liked zack, and then 2 weeks later, he asked me out
ps... andrew, also my best friend, is the guy in the background photo at the very bottom. that was 8th grade and im directly above him.... bad photo of me :) hehe
2nd boyfriend: carl: i liked antony for about 7 months and i gave up for that time because he was going out with Amber, so i started looking and this guy Carl was really nice.... a week later we were going out
3rd boyfriend ::almost:: : william: i liked bryan for about 6 months off and on, and now he is being an ass, so i forgot him (if you go back to previous entries, he has been doing this off and on... i just didn't want to notice)... so i hung out with william and i started liking him ::again:: (i meat him before hand and i liked him from that day.... but i hadn't seen him in a while)... and here we are :)
anyways... at aaron's graduation, the valedictorian quoted my favorite song in his speech
i almost cried because that is so true and that is actually a sad song if you think about it.... youth is so precious and we waste it... thats another reason to have as much fun as possible... im going to be a junior next year and i haven't done so much yet... i've had fun, but i need to really take control... i don't want any regrets when im older...
"the only thing that matters is just following your heart, and eventually you'll finally get it right"