|Current mood:|| cold|
|Current music:||Brand New - Secondary|
Well.. I didn't get to write last night because I sort of had a breakdown of some kind.. oh it was horrible. Darren stayed and talked to me for over an hour online while I cried like the baby we all know I am. I don't know what I would do without him by my side, he is truly my best friend by all means. I have never known a friendship like his. We have our bad moments, and people may not agree with the way our friendship is, hell.. sometimes I don't agree with it.. but he has always been my shoulder when I needed one, and for that I am greatful. I will never leave his side no matter what bad things happen between us or what people think. I guess I'm just lucky to have him.
I'm so glad he's coming home Saturday, I desperately need to spend time with him, he's the only person in my life that gives me any kind of hope and belief in myself. I just hope he realizes how much I need him..
-+-Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know, like how to deal with despair-+-