Heart of Flame (fires_dreams) wrote, @ 2009-07-24 00:23:00

I'm lonely.
I've been sick since sunday.
Sicker than I can remember being in a long time.
My family has been away.
So I've been all alone.
My voice is almost non-existant.
And since I might have Swine flu..... I can't see anyone.
It's only been five days, but It's felt like weeks.
Literally, I've been so sick that every hour has felt like many.
I couldn't even sleep to pass the time, I wake up every hour.

Now I'm feeling better.

It's stupid to be lonely.

It has served to remind me that I don't want to be alone anymore.
I miss Japan. I dream about it... I want to go back.
But I was right to leave.

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