| Current mood: | sad |
| Current music: | SALIVA - REST IN PIECES |
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working on this music video project has made me cry for the first time in months. the music triggers more memories unable to be captured on camera. but, making this video, combined with the powerful music, it made me cry . . . i havent cried in so long, im still crying. it hurts to watch how happy all of us were back then, and how we killed our dreams and were at each other's throats in the end. i will be the first one to admit i miss the way things used to be. i miss the old group. i miss my sisters, i miss the 'fuckin five'. i just really miss them. thats what these tears are for. i miss innocence. i miss the way things used to be. it will never ever be like that ever again . . .therefore i weep. i never got to say goodbye . . .
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