|Current mood:|| amused|
|Current music:||chop suey|
hm, whats been up. uh hm. my sis got confirmed yesterday, practiced for it monday. walked in rain monday. thought of all who have betrayed, all who will betray, and how i will carry on. there is only 1 from the original group that still remains true to me. besides her, there are five others i trust. and thats IT. until the last one betrays me, i will still hang in here. how many hypocrites can there be? so blind, so sad. ive watched hypocrite #1 - - who trashed the house of, talked about, and lied to "bobby jimmy ralphael" suck up, #2 - - miss i hate "bobby jimmy ralphael" but let me go tell "bobby jimmy ralphael" how great "bobby jimmy ralphael" is, and #3 - - i talked so much shit about you yesterday, but now i'm gonna try and talk to you, monique. Yeah. people are great specimens, arent they? anyway. i talked to my 7th grade self in my dream. went to sleep 1030 woke at 1 in the morning, then i went back to sleep at 3 and saw my 9th grade self. woke up at 520. my strength was renewed. i will do fine on my own. i have done fine in the past. after all, monique does mean solitairy advisor.