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insert it and desert it.
i had an anxiety attack IN SCHOOL today and went home.
i lost my virginity to a total asshole who broke up with me almost immediatly afterwords. the worst part is, i miss him terribly. the second worst part is, all my friends are saying "i told you so". it hurts.
and then i hear that you said "i think i'm going to talk to her again".
if that's true, i don't even know what i'd do. i have a life without you, finally. i always thought you'd be in my plans, in my journal entries where something big happened. i think that finally, i don't want you back in my life. so no thank you, please don't talk to me again.
i've got plans, friends, places to be, things to do, and a million things holding me back. i learn something new every day. i learned that i will NEVER not worry, and nothing will ever come easy for me, for the rest of my life. please don't stand in my way.
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