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well i think i need new aspirations.
me and him always being in some way connected, forever, it's not going to happen.
and i can't believe that it's not going to happen.
well what do i do now?
WHAT DO I DO NOW?
he didn't think that everything, everything i was, rested on him. he didn't think that after him, i had nothing to hold onto. he was the only thing constant in my life, always. and i always counted on oneday getting out, and that it would be with him. everything would fall into place. but it's never going to happen now.
and now i can barely write, and it's horrible. if i can't write, what am i doing? what is there left to me.
s0 medicated: do you want to talk
wynnesyndrome: nah not really
s0 medicated: okay
s0 medicated: but what are you mad about
wynnesyndrome: im not mad
wynnesyndrome: i just dont really like you
s0 medicated: what did i do/?
wynnesyndrome: i just dont like you
s0 medicated: so you can't even come within a 10 foot radius of me?
wynnesyndrome: that makes sense right?
wynnesyndrome: because i avoid you and everything
wynnesyndrome: i just dont like you
s0 medicated: and i can't do anything about it
s0 medicated: at all?
wynnesyndrome: nah
s0 medicated: thats not fair
wynnesyndrome: k
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