| Current mood: |  nostalgic |
AHHHHHH THIS MONTH AND LAST MONTH HAVE BEEN AMAZING AND WEIRD AND HECTIC AND JUST UNDESCRIBABLE AND LIFECHANGING.
"It happens too fast too make sense of it.."
Things are happening too fast... I always forget to update this thing. All I have time to do is check myspace for messages and go on AOL. I've been going places and seein people, I have even met people. Which is weird because honestly I thought I met everyone there is in our school. But when he sits in the corner and doesn't talk, you don't really think about that he could be the awesomest person ever, do you? Even when he's been there all year.
"Well you're never gonna find it if you're looking for it..."
Sometimes things, people, gosh, everything surprises me. With my sister graduating, I realize that highschool is only 4 years. And then you're done! It's so short, it's incredible. Having the ormal last night and everyone feeling this closure and sadness when we still have another week of school makes me realize how precious these people are to me. How I can feel so good around them then go home and feel like complete crap. I need these people badly.
"so give it up, throw your hats in the air and change just as they land you're saying "we'll get out of here" but something tells me that youre too scared to go"
And I wish my friends were better, more courageous, different, anything sometimes. Then I realize their all I have and I can't really do anything about it, as uch as I want to. It's stupid and greedy, And I hate myslef sometimes. This is life though and it would be stupid if it was as easy as changing whatever you wanted.
Everythings ending in a sad&&& beautiful kind of way.
"In with the outro and out with the old, over start over it's time to start over.."
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