Maureen (fierygodess) wrote, @ 2005-02-11 21:42:00

"What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here."
Well, today wasn't so bad. I felt kind of nervous for tech. I told Gauthier about how we should change groups and I was nervous what the class might think. But, they accepted it and I'm with Randy and Benny! Hee.

I won't deny that I never liked Richard. I really liked him. But, as school started and he started to get all conceited and arrogant... it was just a plain turn off. Over summer, he was great - caring, sweet, very nice. Then school started, and he turned out to be totally conceited, and he brags about EVERYTHING. holy fuck, he has nothing to brag about. He also bragged bout how rich he is too... i didn't think any harm to it.. it was more like "hm.. whatever" but as school started and I just started to resent him. I also honestly felt that I could NOT ... NOT even a tiny bit see myself with him at school especially. And usually that wouldn't bother me, but it did. I really did, and I didn't want to appear shallow and say it. But, If i really liked him.. i mean reallly really liked him, then it wouldn't have mattered to me. I guess, i just didn't like him as much as I thought.

from my livejournal:
Anyway, I told David in english a few days ago that I was going to ask for an application at starbucks but then when I went there, I saw him, and got shy. Hahaha. So I just got coffee and left. He didn't see me. SO I told him that, and when I went there today (finally, I was having starbucks withdrawls), he let me have coffee for free annnnd he asked if I still wanted to have an application, I said yes, and he said to put him down as a reference :) I could also put my sister's friend Noel for reference too because he also works at starbucks. Oh man, I hope I get a job :) HECK I get out at 11am, I don't have anything to do, but watch DESIGNER GUYS and sleep! hahaha yayy! ahaha. LITTLE things that make my day!

yayyyy!
uhm..yeah. okay

I LOVE JOAN OF ARCADIA! I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT! I hope it lasts for a long time. <3 <3 <3

I don't know what else to say <3

though, i kind of wish there was something between mike and i. pooooh. a close friendship, perhaps, he seems fun to hang out with in bookstores and chit chats in coffee shops.

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