| Current mood: |  bouncy |
"...but I don't want to look like a cute boy!"
Well, today wasn't half bad :) Finished, sort of, my homework that was due today. I also just finished a part of my Socrates apology! yay. I thought that would take forever, but I think i have a lot more to add to what I just wrote. Ah well, I'll finish it over the weekend. :)
I'm so happy tomorrow is friday. FINALLY, i can watch Joan of Arcadia! AH! I love that show. It's fucking awesome.
Dammit, I just remembered I have some physics homework! D'oh! I kinda think that Mr. Johnson looks like Alex Trebeck. Or Maybe it just me. Whatever.
Today, after my classes, I talked to Mr. Gauthier about how I don't want richard in my robot group. I told him I'll be very uncomfortable with him and I just can't be with him in a group anymore. I just can't. I hope ithappenes. Heck, I'll FUCKING be happy with ANYONE. Seriously ANYONE! I can't stand richard at all, I really can't. Maybe it's just personal, but I can't stand to be around people who will take ALL the fucking credit and be fucking arrogant about it. I hate him. I really do. Maybe more than brett because atleast brett is modest about his achievements. Although, he can be too arrogant to think of other people's point of views. But I dunno. I just really can't stand him. Lets take a clip of one of my Dear You's I did back in October:
Dear You, (aka richard)
You are a great friend. You're considerate, caring, and thoughtful. But, I just don't get you at all with the things you do and the things you say. I have a very very strong memory of what people say. I never forget. (I usually forget stuff like what I did yesterday, but not with what people tell me). And sometimes, you would tell me totally different things.. like you tell me about something and a week later you would tell me something different about that same thing. It confuses me. Why do you do that? If you're going to lie, I mean for the love of god please be consistant. And why do you have to lie in the first place? Do you want to look/sound better? Are you trying to impress me? Because I don't F'ing care about what you have or how much money you have. I liked your company. (NOTE: Liked) Now I just find you annoying. I don't even think you realize the things you say. It annoys me that you don't know. I can tell when you're acting fake or when you're trying to make yourself sound smart. You don't have to do that. I hate how you give such lame excuses about everything. I feel that you are such a baby. That you can't do this or that. Here you try to defend your masculinity, but my god, I probabl have more guy in me than you do yourself. You're so spacey, so flighty, you never listen... no wonder your parents are like that with you. They yell at you but I don't understand why they spoil you. You care so much of what people think of you that you AREN'T yourself. I can't STAND that in people. I have never said anything about this, so you probably won't know who you are. I feel that you never get things right. You think you know me, but you don't. You never talk about anything intelligent and that just fustrates me. You have a mouth because all you do it talk, but fo r the love of god, please, say something smart and not some random unfunny remarks. UGH. The more I write, the more I can't stand you!
I kind of take back me saying he's considerate.
Anyway, I love this journal. I'm so happy. With this, I don't care if anyone reads this.
I think i'll go apply to Starbucks at Sahara/Nellis! eeee! David works there. I was gonna ask an app. before, but then i got shy.. so... yeah ^_^
I don't think I have feelings for mike anymore. Fuck insecurities you know? FUCK THEM! It would've been nice if we were close as friends, but blah, whatever, I guess. What can I do? I also hate his friend
I feel like i'm separating from Jaimie! :( We haven't talked in ages.. like real talk. I miss her. She got a 1350 on her SATS i'm so happie for her! yayyy!! I heart her, no matter what!
I guess it's time to do some physics homework. POOOH!
♥ Maureen
(Read comments)
|
