cAndIZ (fieryangelx) wrote, @ 2005-12-14 00:30:00

still u
i havent been writing my dear short stories for almost a year already.
i guess ive lost my touch but still, here goes...

this gift.

she remembered...
the time she saw him smile from across the room and it was as though he was smiling at her.
for her.
and her heart flew out the window.

she remembered...
the time she stood sullenly at the stall, playing with the dumb candles that refused to stand.
she was singing "i'll do anything" and she wondered how good it will be if he was there.
she looked up and what she saw took her breath away.
he was there. right in front of her. watching her vandalise all the candles.
she dropped the candles and ran.
away.

she remembered...
the time she hid in the toilet and cried.
she felt so alone because things were just so hard.
she left the toilet and almost walked right into him.
he was there.
again.

she remembered...
the time he hit her head with his bag and she was furious because he was rude.
he didnt apologise.
then he did, over and over again.
she didnt even dare to turn around and face him.
she was so afraid.

she remembered...
the time his friends pushed him against the glass panel in the library.
she saw him from the other side of the panel.
and she saw the cutest smile she had ever seen before.

she remembered...
the time when she skipped lectures alone to rush up her uncompleted homework.
and she felt so tired for she hadnt slept much the night before.
the library was so cold.
so she got up and walked to the door.
he reached at the same time as her.
he opened the door for her. she thanked him. he smiled.
her heart soared.

she remembered...
all the mornings when she met him on the way across the carpark.
and she would stare at the ground for she didnt want to look at him.
but she would be so happy for the rest of the day because she had seen him.

she remembered...
the time he had to go for competition.
she was so very worried.
and when she heard he had been victorious, she was so glad.
never mind that he came back looking blacker than a piece of charcoal.
she just wished she could tell him 'congrats'.
but she couldnt. they didnt even say hi to each other.

she remembered...
the silly little things he did.
the ones that made her laugh while she was being baked under the sun.
the ones that made her laugh after she flopped her exams.
she watched him quietly and always, no matter how unhappy she is, she would smile.
because he had that power on her.
he already did from the first day she saw him.
just a smile and the rain is gone. always.
he was just that special.

but he would never know.

she cant forget he once made her smile and will always be the one who make her smile.

she wishes all the most wonderful things for him on this night and forever.

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