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i will survive
bio lect test tml.
i shld be mugging now but nvm, i've decided tt i shall take a breather.
these few days had been tough on me, both emotionally and physically.
esp yest. i just couldnt take it anymore and the feeling was so horrible.
it was like on the outside, i know i looked pale and weak and tired.
and inside, i was crumpling in a way i had never felt before.
if it wasnt for sherli's and ash's tap and go dance, i think i would have sunk into major depression yest.
hahaha.
but now, i guess im pretty ok.
sometimes the stress makes the finishing line looks further than it should be.
but im determined to reach it.
and im not gonna screw it up. even if it does, well, i can swear upon my soul that i tried my best.
tonnes of thanks to paul n yueting for going down with me to ikea on tue again. :)
things would have been so much harder without you two.
i would join u all at sea regatta if i could, but i think i need the rest
and my grades are slipping.
i can bet my last penny that i have just failed my chem test spectacularly.
argh. ok forget that.
oh and if i have my way i will tell certain ppl to shut up.
acty i realise i dont exactly need to use the word 'shut up'.
my tone of voice, my expression and my body language alr unknowingly says so.
not that i mean for it to be like that.
ahaha, just ask my class abt my sudden outburst yest during pw.
anyw, nights. im tired.
i saw your face in a crowded place, and i dont know what to do cos i know i will never be with you..
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