| Current mood: | caffeinated |
| Current music: | Brand New |
I'm too apathetic to write a subject line, it's Spring Break.
Ladies and Gentlement (because this applies to you both): the hormones are flying this week aren't they. It's like a moraled Johnson county version of MTV's spring break. Except not. I watched in hilarious joy as two sets of people took the plunge and finally held hands. The first set Amanda and Tim, was great to watch. All I can really say since Amanda reads this. But, haha, it was so great. And then today Caleb grabbed Melissa's hand. And Melissa made a joke out of herself again. But that was later. From what I hear, because I was on the other side of Melissa in a movie theater, Caleb said, "Hold my hand" just like that. Which, while not as funny as Tim and Amanda, was pretty good initofitself (what a fun phrase to make into one word). Then Melissa started pissing me off by not taking me home, but that's beside the point.
I'm making a website...which come to think of it, I forgot to mention on my xanga. Anyway, it's not even close to being done. So I'll post the link later when I have something to look at at least.
I'm stupid. I never really listened to Brad when he swore Brand New was the greatest band ever. While it may not be that, they are amazing. Really though, that's beside the issue. I miss that guy a lot. Frankly, I'm not sure what exactly happened, and I don't want to really explain what I think may have because I could be wrong. That was a relationship I shouldn't have let go of like I did. I feel so stupid when I'm even around him now.
Anyway, I think I'm gonna go take a picture of myself, maybe work on my website a bit more, and talk to anybody that may pop up on the internet. A normal evening. Tomorrow is the last night of Spring Break where I can stay up insanely late if I want to. School starts in two days, and it feels like a looming mountain that I can't take. I'm not ready for this quarter. I'm truthfully not sure I can handle it. I don't know how I'd "not handle it" but that's what it feels like. It's like the end of LOTR 3 where they're on Mt. Doom, and Frodo just can't take it any further. I'm gonna go spray myself with nerd-b-gone. Actually, I think just saying that made it worse. I'm out.
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