|Current music:||godsmack, dont know the name of the song, dont care either.|
sorry i havent updated in a while, ive been busy. that justin guy turned out to be a freakin psycho. ya, i still want sean, hardcore. i dont understand what is wrong w/me, y he wont give it a try at least. is there something wrong w/me? seriously, am i not pretty? am i fat or something? god. i hate my life, im so sad all the time. im sick of this. i want him so bad, i havent stopped wanting him since i started liking him the beginning of this year. i know its me, he may say its not, but i swear it has to be. there has to be something wrong w/me for him to not like me. im so sick of my life. im gonna go cry now, maybe that'll make me feel better. it does sometimes. chao.