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friday was senior skip day. i broke up with shane thursday afternoon. i stayed with jacqueline thursday night. i went to shanes friday. i was okay for a day. and now its slowly turning into our first break up. saturday me, jacqueline, dusty and matt all went to eat and to wal mart. i had fun. ryan knows me and shane are broken up. he is calling me now. and wants to do stuff. but i dont like him like that anymore. only as a friend. i called shane las night. he was at confettis again. he seems to like that place. but he says he isnt going back. i called him this morning. because i didnt hear from him last night when he told me he would call me. but i had my phone on silent. so he said he would call me when he woke up. he did. i asked him if he wanted to do something. he said we shouldnt. but he is the one who wanted to be friends. he said we can call each other when we need to talk. he aked me what i was doing today. i told him nothing. because i dont have anything to do. i have no one. all of my friends have boyfriends. so i have no one. i cant keep spending all my time with jacqueline. she has a boyfriend. so im stuck at home. shane claims he has no one. but he has tommy and jessica. he seems to be doing fine. i asked him if he had a girlfriend. i told him when he got on to tell me so i could forget about him. he said cecilia, i dont have a girlfriend but think of it like i do. he was like you said we dont need to talk or see each other. and thats the way it has to be. he said if i got a boyfriend he wouldnt forget about me. but i dont know. im waiting to fin out about some girl. but until then, my life will consist of going to school and working. i could hang out with dusty. thats always fun!! but its kinda hard since we live a little ways a part. but we will figure something out. but im getting off here. bye
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