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Fat
I ate too much yesterday. I had -poptarts -raisin bran - chex mix - ceasar salad - 3 slices of pepporoni and meatball pizza. I feel so fat, oh well.. I will do better today. Yesterday was a really wierd day though, I got hit on by some REALLY strange people yesterday. I went into the store to buy another pack of smokes and this black guy asks for my number and I just gave him a fake number and got rid of him. Today I am going to Laguna Niguel to spend the 4th of July with my boyfriend and his family, so that should be nice.
Today I want to try to eat as minium as possible. I don't like it when my boyfriend always likes to go out to taco bell or something. I could always just get a drink to get "something." If I don't get something he always questions it. Last night he was kinda pushy with money. He was like, "Has your check come, do you have anything?" I really don't know what his problem was anyway. He gets consistant income, I don't. That is one of my pet peeves about him, he is really cheap. He would bum and mooch off me if I allowed it. The little money that I do have.
I do feel awful about this but yesterday I literally prositituted myself and gave a guy a BJ for $40.00. I have always had a morbid curiosity on what it would be like to do that if it was even only for like one time. It was okay I guess, no big deal. That was the only money I had besides the additional $40.00 my Mom gave me. So now I have $80.00. I want to save $20.00 more for the tattoo I want. Dan isn't going to talk me into spending any of this money I have. It's for my tattoo, end of fucking story.
Well I have to go get ready and be fake for another weekend.
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