|Current mood:|| cold|
|Current music:||Man in the black coat|
Yesterday I spent the night with Dan so I could talk to him and break up with him but he was like a different person after I threatened to just leave him. If he loved me he wouldn't expect all of these ridiculous demands he has placed on me lately. Hopefully after our conversation he'll change. I doubt it considering he was somewhat drunk when we engaged in this conversation. I guess I could always remind him.
The court and rehab count is 2 days and 3 days. I am really nervous about court. I don't really to expect since the last time I got in trouble for was shoplifting when I was 14. The court systems are different. I'll just have to wait and see. Tomarrow at 4:00PM I am going to see Dan again, and we are going to El Chulos. Hopefully I won't have to pay my way this time. =P
Dan wanted to drink last night for old times sake before I went in 'hab and I really didn't feel like drinking due to the fact I had a hang over from the prior evening, he doesn't know that. I just said I had a flu. Anyway, he should leave it alone if I say "no thanks", but he just keep pursuing me and saying, "I don't want to drink alone Lindsay, come on! I poured that for you." Well, sorry but if I don't want it, I don't want it so it's his own fucking fault. He is so selfish, I could of been dying with Malaria and he would still force me to go out to church.
I could be the biggest bitch of the west to compell him to break up with me. But then again I would be adding to his ego of "oh that takes care of that bitch."
Anyway I am on a new diet, I am going to post what will be eaten today.
Breakfast: 2 cups of cherrios, and 1 cup of skim milk 310 0gms
Snack: 1 club cracker 20 1 gm
Lunch: 1 cup of yogurt 100 0gms
Dinner: Lean Cuisine 250 4.5gms
Daily total: 680 calories and 5.5 gms of fat