sometimes..i wish i was curly sue
well hmm lets see..friday was secret santa!that was so fun..lauren let me wear her 2-2..(too scared to attempt the spelling)..and tyler got me a camera and picture frames..plus one super disturbing funny card..thank you again for the stuff tyler..a thoughtful present indeed..everyone looked especially pretty on friday..we should dress special all the time
hmm on saturday i was sad because i thought i was going to go to the mall and then to austins but it turns out that i couldnt go to austins and i just hung out at the mall with my sister..which sort of sucked since i lost her and reunited with her about an hour later..but i did see my friend bobbie and his friend louis who was very funny..he was telling me all about the new madonna cd he'd just bought and how excited he was to listen to it..hahah he was cool
what else oh yea..this is a stupid thing to say but here it goes..jess got me a chocolate sucker type thing and yesterday morning i put it in the toaster(still holding on to it) and then ate it when it was like half melted..it was so good
i feel like hanging out with charlie from perks...gees i feel like hanging out with anybody..nobody calls me..i had chili for dinner and it was good..i also went to supertarget and got a shirt and some gum and a present for my sister..but my mom told me that my dad said he didnt want to see us on christmas so i started to cry in the middle of super target..i felt like a baby but it hurt my feelings since he didnt want to spend it with me and celeste..i didnt do anything wrong..it was just hard to live there so i had to leave..im not a bad person
i want to say this to my dad:
i cant believe that you don't want to take me and celeste to grammas on thursday. it was bad enough that i was the one that had to call you to tell you happy thanksgiving. you know as well as i do that things just didn't work out while we lived together and i think i did a good thing by leaving. i think it was a brave thing for me to do but all you do is punish me and confuse me. i didn't think youd be able to hurt me almost just as much if i was away. stop hurting me. stop it
i dont feel good
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