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alida (fakethepain) wrote,
@ 2003-10-03 21:13:00
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    Current mood: relaxed
    Current music:letterkills~clock is down

    you make it so much easier to believe in miracles
    ~*~*~LiLa~*~*~
    Close your eyes
    The dark outside can't hurt you
    And I will never desert your bedside
    So close them tight
    The stars are so glad that they've found you~great line
    And on the blankets that surround you
    They shine their light
    They shine their light
    So rest your head
    And I will be watching from the doorway
    As you slip into a perfect, peaceful sleep
    And morning will come
    In all its simple glory
    And you will find the light
    And I will be there
    Standing in your shadow
    Knowing that you once were mine
    All mine, my baby
    My baby, my girl
    My baby

    sheesh i love that song

    anyhoo..we started moving into the new house today...my room is so small and cozy and warm im excited to feel like a happy little groundhog in it...i hate groundhogs...perhaps a munk of chip....anyways, last night austin and sean stopped by and that made me really happy..kinda makes up for today since i cant see him..grr moving is so tedious. it was all a bad deja-vous because i feel like ive moved too much in the past couple years...life is too life-y..i want to have something normal and dependable for a little while at least...well i have austin but i mean i want something at home to be normal...maybe i dont, i wouldnt know how to handle it..im a rambler..ramble ramble ramble...

    the dashboard show is in progress as i speak...ahhhh now that im sitting home alone it makes me miss the fact that i could have gone and i was this close <--> maybe the static lullaby show would work out...id go so cah-razy if i saw them and my chemical romance i wanna go i wanna i wanna! shiza shiza shiza...im in the mood to lay on my back and laugh really hard...i mean a gigantic belly laugh...i belly laughed yesterday...haha those are precious

    i got to go to steak n shake tonight and have good food...i wasnt as hungry as i would have liked to be though because i wasnt a clean-plater :/ there's always next time! i want a haircut badly badly badly...i want it short too im surprisingly serious about it..i have to find pictures of what i want though..

    im lonely right now! i want to talk to someone about stuff that matters to them and stuff thats bothering them..i feel restless because the only time i get to be myself is on weekends and this weekend im too lonely..im so boring and quiet at school..everyday someone new asks me if i had been crying...it doesnt bother me that much..i just know its not the way i am and its an injustice to my personality to surpress it for 5/7 of the week..gosh its freezing outside lately and i love it! i ran outside and played in the rain..i almost forgot it wasnt snow...does anyone know where i can purchase the nightmare before christmas soundtrack???i need it in my life...i need a lot of things...like a nap byebye love, me



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