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dead neices aren't much fun, oh no they're not.....
so we went to the funeral and we were sitting there and this really anooying preist who sounded like he gave his nuts to the cause long ago, started yapping about how *imagine a really nasal nanny in male form saying this* "we are here to celebrate the life of Brooke Ivy Anderson" and as soon as he got those words out of his mouth my sister doeanne (who was sitting one seat away from me, with dad in between us) started sobbing and crying and mary was on the other side of her and so she comforted her on that side... and dad did on my side and then eventually the preist was like... done and he sat down and a song called "your beautiful" by James Blunt played and that';s when I started crying and gwyd was sitting next to me and he put his arm around me and let me cry on his shoulder and then dad noticed I was crying and so he hugged me instead of doeanne and then when the song was over I was still crying and so was doeanne and so was like... evryone else that was there and then the preist let the people who werte scheduled to do tributes to come come up and then tyler sung a song and made me happy that diane hadn't asked me to do anything, because he sucked.... really badly...everyone used the word awesome a lot to discribe what Brooke had been.... gwyd mentioned it while we were laying in bed the night that we got back and I started crying like hysterically so a word to the wise? don't use the word awesome around me!!!!!... and then donna came up and she and moreen and jaquline all read scripture readings from the bible..... and then the preist was like well go make merry at the reception....
so we went off the the reception hall and I sat with my aunt rose because she's awesome and she was sitting with roland and her daughter jolene and debbie (who wasn't roland's child) anddad sat with us and so did dillan (debbie's son and one of my bestest friends within my family) and margarat cleary (my cousin although I don't know how because she's ancient) and then dillan kept on going back up and gettin g more food and not leaving his plate there and so people kept on stealing his chair..... so I told him the next time he went up he had to leave his plate there
and then we wenthome and i MADE DAD DRIVE MY CAR BECAUSE i WANTED TO SLEEP AND i GOT IN A FIGHT with gwyd because he left diane's and no one knew where he was and he hadn't told n e one where he was going or when he'd be back and I thought that he mught be mad at me so he was wandering the city and going to jump off the bridge and a whole mess of crazy shit was going through my head and then some of the people thought that he had gone with julie and dustin to the video game store but I went down there because I was worried about him and he wasn't there and so I rushed back and I was just so angry at him for making me worry that he had done something stupid and I just told him to go get into the car and I didn't really want to speak to him and every one at diane's was like well don't stay mad at him forever and I just wanted to scream at them that I was afraid that gwyd had done something completely psycho and that he should have at least told someone where he was going and not just taken off and then we were all better....
and then we went to waterville and stopped at this place called big g's and got a half a sandwich that's as big as a footlong subway sandwich and a cinnamon bun the size of my head.... yeah but today we have to go to court and try to prove that my mom is a psycho.... good luck to us it shouldn't be hard at all.....
I took my dog back from her because she went down to biddeford on friday and sunday we got out to the house and princess had been locked outside without food or water all weekend.... so we took her to the griffith's with us.... yeah I must flee now.....
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