After receiving some Blurty love, I've decided to return. It's been on my mind for awhile lately anyway, because there is a lot of shit that needs to be said, and let's face it, this is VASTLY more entertaining than actually doing work.
Everyone went away for Thanksgiving with the exception of my friend Dinero. Initially he said that we was also going away, and I was feeling a little down that everyone seemed to be doing something familial, and here I am alone in cold, grey, New York. Of course I realized that that was total wrist cutting melodrama, because even if I was in North Carolina for Thanksgiving, I wouldn't be hanging out with my family beyond the meal. It was more the absence of my friends than anything......but then Dinero ended up not going away, and we went out for a lovely meal at this overlooked Columbian restaurant, and spent the rest of the weekend getting fucked up and being overly contemplative.
I also got a buzz from this guy that I used to see off and on when I first moved to New York five years ago, and who now lives in California. I haven't seen him in a year or so, and when he came over, I was really surprised at how good he looked. He's been watching what he eats and working out, and lost 30 pounds since I saw him last. He was always a cute guy, but I was like "DAMN"! He looks GOOD. Needless to say, we rekindled the flame. And as an aside, I must say that I'm still amazed by his foreskin. Honestly, it's more entertaining to me than my Playstation 2. ha ha.
Ironically I was already thinking about losing weight myself, and he totally inspired me. I realize that food is my drug, and I'm working to change that. I also talked to my friend the Lady S. about her healthier ways, and realized that I need to become a sexy monster. I haven't been in the best shape, like ever, but it's never stopped me from going after what I want (I follow the HUMPTY HUMP way of thinking. "That's aight, cause I get things cooking...") So, if I actually get into good shape, I dunno, I might just be OUT OF CONTROL. So yesterday was the beginning of the rest of my thin life.
Pray for me.
On another note, yes the Religious Right has seized control of the country. But lets try to make the most out of life until the BOMBS START FALLING. I've come to grips with the fact that living in New York City, I'll be one of the first ones to go, but am consoled by the fact that i'll be vaporized in the initial blast. There really is a light at the end of the tunnel.
And for all you homos out there. Yes it's disturbing and depressing, but be consoled by the fact that we are here to stay regardless of what those motherfuckers do. We'll be around long after this culture has collapsed into ruin, or been blown to smithereens. Galadriel has got nothing on us.
Sorry I'm not more articulate today, but I'm still half asleep and I need to go eat lunch. Holla Back.
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