|Current mood:|| depressed|
hey guys, whas up. Havn't writen in awhile and you know why.. if you have read my past posts. Anyways life kinda sucks on my side. I went to a party last night and there was this girl that i really like there and when i got there i was all exited to see her and hang out with her and then she was all over this guy the whole night and he followed her around like a puppy so i never got anytime alone with her. After that i started to get jealous and I dont know why because im not dating her or anything. When the party started to die down, she was all cuddled up with him on a pool chair and i was left alone. Thankfully my parents came home soon after that. When i got home i just sat in the livivng room until my head started to hurt so I went to My room and started to cry and cry. I went to the computer and my mom walked in and started to comfort me (I love my mom) so i cried some more and it was all ok. But now i fell so self-conscious and i feel like there is something wrong with me to make her not ,like me back.
Some names will be left blank for the sake of their privacy..