| Current mood: |  confused |
| Current music: | red hot chili peppers- love rollercoaster |
OMg I'm so tired I have been doing homework non stop since I have gotten home. I mean yeah I have been talking online but still diong homework at the same time. I feel like falling over like my head sways inside my head if that makes sense. like I dunno i feel like I'm shaking on th inside I'm so tired and my abs hurt like ouch major. Bah I was talking about something that has been bothering me these past few days when my mom made me get off and she is still online right now. Helping greg with his homework practically doing his stupid scince project.
So now I have music blasting in my ears to help keep me from passing out. yah I did tha today in math. i was so tired I just couldn't helpt it I mean I really tried and I'd hold my headup for a little while and then wham next thing I know he's right next to me yelling at me to wake up that students don't sleep in his class. Something about polynomials or something I don't know. But yah I'm really tired, but I have some good music so I should be able to get through it for a while and then tonight I'm just gonna go straight to bed.
gah I've been having trouble deciding between reality and dream lately lol I have been having thiese weird dreams were I am talking with my friends like I always do I mean it's like it's not a dream it is real life and I will wake up and think aboutit and be like hey wait when did i have that conversation? LoL i feel a little crazy but it's all good becuase after a while I figure myself out. Agh I'm being yelled at that I am not missing tkd tnoight to goof off so I have to stop writing for now. peace
okay back now it's like two or three hours later though I dunno. Well I'm just for lack of a better word, pretty damn confused. I just don't understnad myself and poeple.
I dunno I 've been doing homework and then I took a break and talked on phone for a while with chris about stuff so yah. it's easy to talk with him, he's cool. so now i'm back here doing my homework and reading and talking with poeple.
Gah right after I got off the phone some guy i don't even know that like has been bugging me every day at lunch his friends all like hey go out with him, he's a freaking 12th grader that like weird I think, well he called me. i was just like ........ugh....... i have to go *click*
I dunno man these guys just confuse the shit out of me I dunno. I like one guy you know and he confuses me enough already. And then like I dunno other guys just make it more confusing and I just wanna be like gah stop liking me. bah. oh and I saw marc today. he was unusually nice to me.... weirdly nice. I dunno maybe he's gonna kill me or something.
bah I just dunno
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