Man I'm more tired than anything in the world. I got caught online last night and yelled at, just becuase stupid dogs woke my mom up. And then I had hw to do.
So it's like 6:30 and i'm in the shower thinking and I remember I have this huge project due taht I was sposed to do on last night. I thought oooo I can fake sick, but I can't because I have lacrosse tryouts afterward so yah. So I had to go to school. I didn't do ANY of my homework so I just was a mess today. I was having a very important convo with my eekie last night that required all attention, minus homework that means. So i like did a really bad job and then I realized like how much I fucked up my grades and everything. so I was going to skip lunch and do my project on a computer in like 20 minntutes but I finally was like you know what fuck it I don't care. And then all my classes the teachers gave us extensions on our homework so thank god I still am gonna do it and not get bad grades.
Then I just had lacrosse practice and I'm more tired than ever even yesturday. We did all this crazy ass shit I've never heard of, and so far I hear they are cutting three poeple and maybe I will be cut becuase I've never played before I mean I can do the stuff and I try but i dunno....I'm not the worst though... =( And I have tkd in like an hour and half. goody not
bah man I dunno just I don't feel like doing anything anymore being with poeple. they confuse me too much I'm sick of all these poeple that just make me feel like shit all the time no matter what. i dunno at least I can talk to some poeple about it i suppose but really i just want to tell some of my friends about my problems but I can't becuse i feel like im boterhing them or something. :( i dunno erica knows though. agh i dunno man I just feel like blah hitting something all the time. too much stress :(
bah right now im talkin to chris lol he's silly. playin fighter we tied though usually i kick his ass at it. bah there i snothing to do other than my homwwork so i suppose I will get started on it.
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