| Current mood: |  melancholy |
JR. PROM
HI GUYS, IM SO XCITED!, WOW, TOBY, KARISSA, U GUYS ARE GREAT, IT MAKES VERY HAPPY THAT KARISSA IS HAPPY, I LOVE HER SOOO MUCH, I'D TAKE HER MYSELF(REALLY), BUT I LOVE BILLY. AS FOR LAST NIGHT, I ALWAYS HAVE A GOOD TIME WITH JOEY, U KNOW DONT GET ME WRONG I HAD ALOT OF FUN, BUT..... I WAS THERE DANCING, AND ALL I COULD THIK ABOUT WAS BILLY, I HAD FUN, TOWARDS THE END I TRIED TO JUST CONCENTRATE ON JOEY. BUT MOST F THE NIGHT I WAS THINKING BOUT BILLY. NOT LIKE "OHH, I MISS HIM", NO, MORE LIKE, "WOW, WOULDN'T IT BE AMAZING IF HE WAS HERE, AND "MMMM, BABY, I WANNA FUCK HIM" HEHEHE, YEAH I KNOW, BUT IM SERIOUS, I HAVE ALREADY MADEUP MY MIND AND I AM 100% SURE. ANYWAYS, I LOVE HIM, AND IM SCARED, ITS REALLY IRONIC, HOW I CANT LET HIM GO EVEN THOUGH IM GOING TO HAVE TO IN A FEW MONTHS. ITS LIKE JUMPING OFF A CLIFF BECAUSE U LOVE THE RUSH OF THE FALL; KNOWING YOUR GOING TO DIE, BUT STILL, NEVER SAVING YOUR SELF. SO I GUESS, ITS WORTH IT, A BROKEN HEART FOR WHO KOWS HOW LONG, JUST SO I CAN SPEND FIVE MORE MONTHS WITH THE PERSON WHO GAVE ME SO MANY FIRSTS, INLUDING "FIRST LOVE". AWW, WELL THEN, I THINK THAT THE HOLE IDEA IS VERY NUMB, ITS LIKE AN PLAN, THAT HASN'T BEEN PERSUED. I STILL CANT FEEL IT, SO IM GUESSING THE HITS GANNA BE PRETTY HARD. BUT IM LUCKY, I HAVE GREAT FRIENDS, AND WHO KNOWS, MABEY THERE ARE OTHER "FISH" IN THE SEA, (HEHEHE) ILL JUST HAVE TO REEL ME ONE IN AND MAKE SURE HE IS A GOOD CATCH(DOUBTFULL). HEHEHE, HA! WELL, NE WAYS, LAST NIGHT.... OWWWWW, KARISSA WAS BEAUTIFUL, BUT SHE ALWAYS IS, TOBEY LOOKED GOOD, AND JOEY, WELL HES ADORABLE, HIM AND HIS HUGE SIUT, ALL I CAN SAY I, ITS JOEY. I HAD FUN, BUT I HAVE CONCLUDED THAT THE ONLY PERSON WHO CAN TAKE BILLY COMPLETELY OFF MY MIND IS KARISSA, I WISH JOEY COULD DO IT TOO BUT U KNOW, HE DOESN'T TURN ME LIKE SHE DOES.HEHEHEHE!(ITS A JOKE TOBY, ITS A JOKE)WELL, THEN I THINK THAT, THERE WILL SOON BE NO MORE ROOM, SO, JR. PROM, IT WAS FUN. CANT WAT TILL, SR. PROM. LATER!!!!!
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