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I would have called her Princess..
Damn..lemme tell you.. that girl Tara that I've been talking about, well..she's so cute but gah.. she doesnt want a relationship or a friendship..just sex. Ugh I cant stand that. She's too pretty to be like that. ::sigh:: Why is it that people act that way?..they just use people for shit like that.. and i feel so stupid b/c i would've fallen for it. We would've just been hanging out one Saturday and she'd act all lovey dovey with me and .. ugh .. i doubt i'd be able to say no. And on top of it all.. i have a g/f. A sweet and beautiful one at that. We've been togather off and on for almost 2 years.. and well.. im still really young and not ready to settle down. She knows it tho.
I just really cant believe that Tara is the way she is. Man..she wrote me a letter today.. and when she gave it to me she grabbed my hand and smiled.. I melted right then and there. I dont usually do that.. I'm more of the one that tries to do that to other people. Gah, what is my deal. She'd play me so quick..and I'd be so hurt. Should i maybe get with her and see if she'd change? I'm kind-of scared to. She does "X" sometimes and she said she screws around with her b/f jennifer.. so i'm just askin for trouble right? ::sigh:: prolly so.. I can just see myself with her.. She's so petite and has some gorgeous eyes.. and she plays softball too :-) Big plus.. ::sigh:: too bad she's a little player tho. She could have anyone she wanted..girl or guy..so why does she have to play people?
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