| Current mood: | exhausted |
Days that never end
I'm so very tired. If I go to bed, when I go to bed, I'll just end up laying there, staring at the ceiling. Or Alyssa. Or the pillow. Wall. Window. For hours before I pass out. And just a shot time after that the alarm goes off. It's a lovely thing, really.
Speaking of Alyssa...I miss her. Sure, I see her when I wake up and go to bed, but she's rarely awake, and even if she is she's not too coherent. Which I completely understand. I feel bad about it, though. I hope she's not bored out of her mind. She knows she's free to go home if she wants. Or I hope she does. She does now, at least.
This is rambling. It happens when I'm running on adrenaline and alcohol. Ask Nat. I annoy her constantly with my whining and..ramblings. When she goes insane, we'll all know why.
I thought this would be longer, but my thought process is jumbled and all I can think of is the colour of Alyssa's skin in moonlight. I'm certainly not complaining.
{ I'll be out of town (across the country, really) for about 11 days. Sorry for the inconveniece. }
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