Let's see, what have I been doing lately. I got in a car accident over Thanksgiving (which I will write about later), I have been studying for exams, I'm hanging out with people a lot, and I am so excited about Christmas!!! And going home. That's what I'm really looking forward to. Four months away from home is a lot. I didn't even get to visit. But now I get to go home, get my job back, have fun, and see all my old friends. I am so excited! I really can't wait. My aunt is flying in from california, and I get to see her too. I am so looking forward to it, I can't wait. I really am excited. :)
By the way, God really protected me in that car accident. It was crazy. I should be dead, and so should the other people that were there. But we are all alive, and on our way to recovery. So God protected us there. I'm learning to live differently. Appreciate every moment, treat people differently, be careful, and don't abandon things that are important to you. I realized that I don't know how much longer I'll be here. Death could come at any time, and I have to live for every moment, and not be afraid of what could happen. I'm really not afraid anymore. That's a brave statement, but it's true. Now that I've seen what it's like, I'm really not that scared. I could have died in that accident, and it really wouldn't have bothered me. I don't have a life to live, that is too important to me to abandon it. I used to think that I had all these things to do, that I had to do, and I couldn't die too young because I had to graduate from college and get married and all of that. But now I realized, it's really not that important. There is life and then eternity, and things that happen now don't really make a difference in the long run. At least that's how it seems right now. That's why I haven't felt motivated to go to any of my classes at all, and hang out with friends, and I stopped running this week.
So yeah, that's what's been going on with me. I hope I'll be more normal next week, during exams, and then I get to go home. That's exciting.
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