| Current mood: | intermittent abdominal pain |
Spiral
I'm back. I don't know what to say/do/whatever. Some things seem unimportant. Things that used to not. And other things that were taken for granted are now important. Still don't know where I'm going. Which is not a new thing. But I do know where I'm not, where I never will be, and where I don't want to be. In a way. An odd way. Everything is so boring now. Tedious. Having this much free time is a waste. Which, aside from the money, working at that place was an even bigger waste. At least I didn't get stuck there--like I get stuck everywhere else.
Meh, anyway, I need to sleep before the sun comes up. I missed being nocturnal. Or at least partially so, since the nights are so damn short in July. Hopefully I can sleep instead of being woken up with this pain.
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