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My mom just diagnosed me with Aspergers Syndrome. It's a neurobiological disorder where you basically have problems developing peer relationships. You lack looking to share interest with other people or socialize. Sometimes lack common sense. Sometimes leads to depression and anxiety. Normal IQ. Use big words. Interested in complex things. Blah blah blah. Not serious. It's supposed to be a mild version of some other thing. Autism? But atleast it's not something like... Tay Sachs. I do believe I could possibly have it. From my knowledge, I seem to fit the description okay. And it was exactly how I was when I was younger. But who cares? I don't, really. It's not making me disabled. I'm not going to become a reject to society. And my mom won't leave me alone about it. "Do you think you're normal?" "Do you think you have this?" "Atleast you're good at figuring things out" Grr I hate when people do that. Leave me alone! I wish I could just spend one day alone. One day alone just me and my sneakers, the track and the sun. 60 degrees outside. Just run. Then lay on the astro turf and sunbathe and think about... no, daydream about whatever tickles my fancy. Alone. No one yelling me to move out of the way. No one asking "What are you doing?". No one ordering me to get up. Just me. And the sun. My sneakers and the track. And my dreams... I wonder if I like Track better than Soccer. At first I was so mad that i missed tryouts so I decided to run. I hated track. But now I love to run. I never thought I would be saying that in my life. Loving to run? But I do love it for some reason unknown to me. But I don't want to have to run at such high speeds. I want to run the pace of a long distance runner. But next year, I'll try my luck at soccer. Or maybe I'm just someone who loves to work out. Next year I'm planning on taking dance and soccer. Over the course of this year I've learned so much about excercise and health. Excercise is just overall good for you. If you don't eat right at all, atleast get some excercise. Really, you won't regret it. Also, lately, I've been going back to old habits of sleeping at 11 pm again. Then I discovered Inuyasha. I've seen the first and someother episode. I thought then I didn't like it. But I've seen the first 3 episodes and I love it. I just wish it came on later. I'm willing to replace Futurama with Inuyasha, but Family Guy stays right where it is! peace Post a comment in response: |
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