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| Current music: | Holly Cole ~Falling Down |
I don't really feel like celebrating
This year I just don't have the holiday spirit. It's not that I don't care, it's just that it doesn't seem special. I just want to hang out with myself and read a book, or see good friends. There's no real opportunity to buy any presents, but my family doesn't really care about made gifts. It looks like I may have to borrow money from my folks, but that won't work because they don't have any either.
Yesterday mom asked me what I want, but I don't want anything. I already said I just want to be able to take my class next term. Actually I think the problem is that I don't want to tell them, if they want to give me a gift, i'd only want them to think on their own of a little something that's meaningful. If i name something, it's meaningless. We can't give any expensive gifts, so the best is to give a meaningful gift. If I say something that I want, the meaning's already left.
It's a shame that my family doesn't understand what I mean. It doesn't matter, this year is only a transition year.
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