| Current mood: |  tired |
| Current music: | hoobastank __ too little too late |
My oh my
So, here I am, for about three hours, trying to make a nice big update. I looked over my journal today and i'm not happy with it at all. I don't care if people like my small pointless pimping shout out entries, because personally I don't like them. I'd prefer if my journal consisted of things that actually mattered. Well, mattered to me anyways. And sorry Marla but im still trying to anti :-* / <3 myself. I don't like it when people tell me i'm known for that, either. It's like "Wow, great, i'm known for kissing everyone, as opposed to be nice" or what have you. Sorry, i'm going through a big revamp here. I have to say the only entry i'm truly satisfied with is the big, long, and probably blinding one I made several days ago. I'm not even too sure why. It's just, a big long post that happens to consist of everything I honestly have to say. I'm trying to be more open about things, I mean, this is a journal after all right.
Wow, look at me, getting all semi emo and intelligent. Who would have thought? I'm surprised anyone even comments on my journal anymore, really. I only update every single day. And my updates are pointless. Usually. Well, ok, let me rephrase that. They have points, just not points everyone is interested in reading; and points that can be postponed until I have enough to put all in one update, instead of making five hundred little ones.
Oh, and this is where I get hypocritical. People need to learn how to use the god damn edit button. I seriously don't need to see five entries in a row that are minutes apart. I can understand updating more than once in a day. But what the hell? Five entries three minutes apart that consist of nothing? I'm gonna have to start using friends filters or something.
Yes, I am easily irritated now. And I hope you're enjoying it. Because I am. And no, it's not going to stop here. But putting my anger aside i'd like to say I appreciate the lack of mass iming i've been having. I've been really shitty and sick the past couple of days and I just sign onto aim to see a couple of people, I might go back to lurky names soon; i'm not sure, but I just like the not being ambushed with pointless convos. Space is nice. And i'd love to bask in it. Oh someone please tell me why i've been singing listening to so much grunge and punk and emo lately? I never usually do that. Right plus I love Everclear :\ they're the fucking shit and need journals like right now. I mean hi Coro is better. Oh those Hoobastank guys need journals too. And I see Monica is back, and she wants Tyson Ritter. So ok we need to make a list or some shit. Right now. People that better get fucking journals or else ok thanks.
Congrats to Adam and Eric. Even if Adam STILL didn't IM me and mention it. I'm not bitter. I'd make this post longer but since it's my first one thats more than, what, four sentences i'll spare you. For now. But a bit of randomness --> Tom makes me smile. :). /end random.
EDIT // New icons. I stopped using the blinds. I love these icons. :[. Especially the one that's so fucking pretty. Hello, it's my new favorite ok. I know i've used two of them before BUT I DON'T CARE >:O I'm using them again thanks bye.
EDIT 2 // I hope Vince reads this edit, 'cause I know how he usually skips over edits. But hey look there's his name so hopefully that got his attention; It's 3:19 AM and I was about to go except I just realized it's the 12th, therefore today is three months that we've been together. I don't know if i'll be on later or if you will, so this is my nice comfy safety net. I love you ok thanks goodnight. :-* Or morning. Or, good whenever you read this. Yeah. That's it.
EDIT 3 // Sorry Adam.. :x...
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