|Current mood:|| frustrated|
So I finally found a journal website that doesn`t want a fucking activation code. I am going to add this url to my links either tonight or tomorrow. I am terribly exhausted but also strangely chipper and awake. It´s after midnight here and I will be terribly tired tomorow morning but nevertheless I know that I seem to have no other choice. I finally have my pc back running again. It broke some days ago and I was without internet conection for a while. I almost died. And typically I binged. *sigh* What can I do? I am glad I am back plus I will change the layout for the site again. It looks not so good in other screen resolutions and I want the color scheme to change. We´ll see what I get done in the next days. I want to fast tomorrow. Or stick to fruits for a while. Fasting generelly leads to another binge if I don´t prepare the Fast before hand. So I might try to keep to a fruits thing for a while also I am pretty weak right now. I hope it gets better soon. Seems years of ana takes its toll right now. I try to get something done with the page tomorrow. At least it keeps me from eating. I once read someplace on the web: My website is my anti-food. Maybe it works for me as well.