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| Current music: | The Ataris--"Boys of Summer" |
A little something I wrote and forgot to post...
I wrote this about a week or two ago and I found it today as I was deleting all my other documents... I never posted it up here though so I thought I should now...
"Things are okay over here I suppose. A few seconds ago my eyes were filled w/ tears, but luckily none of them managed to escape and my cheeks are still dry as of right now. I'm too strong for this I convince myself, and my eyes dry up again. I started packing today, but that's about all I could manage to do. I was listening to some music as I was packing and for some reason I felt that strange pain in my heart again. My heart was aching badly and I begged for it to stop, but alas it wouldn't. I'm still feeling the urge to cry, but every time I get it I try w/ everything I have inside of me to keep it in. I'm growing weaker by the minute though and I know that I am going to have to give in to those tears any minute now. The only thing keeping me happy is the fact that I will be home once again come September. :-) God only knows how I long to be there now. I just want to get away, and forget everything... well, almost everything. I’m feeling a strong urge to runaway and start a new life, but I know that running away from my problems isn’t the thing to do. You encounter problems everywhere. It makes no difference how faraway you’ve moved. Your problems will never solve themselves, they will always be right there w/u. So you might as well at least try and be audacious enough to face them once and for all. Don’t runaway from your problems…ever. It never works out-- I should know."
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