Sitting, relaxing, and of course as always, thinking...
I don't have much time to update this, but I will do the best I can with the time allotted. I have been working longer hours and crazy hours too. I work from 12-8pm, 1-9pm and 2-10pm sometimes. It kind of sucks b/c it doesn't give me much time to do anything during the morning or evening hours. It's ok though. I'm getting used to it, and it doesn't bother me as much now, especially since I love going to work. I dyed my hair this afternoon. It is a medium brown color now. I didn't color it b/c I want to change who I am or anything, even though I know that is a big part of me--I've always been the "little red head" to others. I didn't really give it too much thought actually, I just kind of did it. I like it and that is all that matters. I might be going to the Warped Tour after all. I forgot all about it after I came up here from Florida but Nicholas (this one guy from work) asked me if I wanted to go and I said "maybe". I've been wanting to go for the past 2 years but never got a chance. I'm going with a few people that I know from work and the rest are their buddies who I don't really know and they are all going to camp out over there on the 6th but I doubt I'll be able to do that--they are mostly all guys and besides, I probably have to work the night before the concert. Instead, me and Samantha--also from work--are going to drive up there in the morning most likely and then just meet up w/ everyone else there. It felt good to finally meet some ppl who listen to the same music as I do--although I do listen to EVERYTHING--b/c I also like going to concerts and I didn't think I'll be able to go to any up here. I'm glad no one judged me by what I wore and the music that I listened to when I got up here. I was totally sick of that in Orlando--even though I didn't get it as bad as most of my friends--it was cool to kind of get away from that for a while. I'm glad I didn't find some guy and fall deeply in love b/c I know that would make it that much harder for me to go back home. Oh god of course there are some really cute guys over here, but I just couldn't see myself trying to "hook up" w/ any of them for that reason. I know that I am too clingy and I'm afraid of how attached I might get. That is another thing I've been working on--my clinginess. I have to get going in a second but I just wanted to say hi to the 3 ppl that actually read this, well at least I think they do. Slutsicle, Derz and Sha. Although I haven't talked to you all in a while, I still do care about you guys and I thought you all should know that. Take care everyone.. I'll update again in a little while.
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