|Current music:||Everclear "Evergleam"|
Not exactly how I've feeling, but it fits.
I always thought you didn’t know that
I’ve always known that truth means pain
And that somehow through all the badness,
There would be a positive gain.
I’ve always loved being the one
That can see the truth through the lies.
Now I see all those things inside you
And all I can think is how to die.
You’re shooting bullets of caring in me
In places where all the bad things hide.
I know that you’re only trying to help release
These sad feelings that I’ve been holding inside.
You know that my ‘medication’ doesn’t help.
The non-existence happiness, you know where it lies.
I’ve always known that the truth would hurt me
But now I don’t see the positive gain.